I hate the holidays anymore.

I've heard other peoples stories and had my own experiences that I can't believe people still try to sell that whole "Peace on Earth and Good Will toward man" bull crap. If anything these days, it's "Peace of my mind and Good Will towards me"... I want to believe individuals can be selfless, caring and loving, but when you pull back and look at people in the real world--uhng, never mind.

To you individuals watching/commenting/faving my stuff; Merry Christmas, Happy Hanuka or whatever your Holiday this time of year maybe. Please excuse me for being such a downer.

-Twardz

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T-Bird Mini-Comic Archive: [link]
KoF 1999 Comic: [link]
List of Things I'm Sick and Tired of: [link]
My YouTube Page (My AMVs): [link]

Stolen from
I'll be using five characters for this.
Kenji [link]
Angela [link]
Hinata [link]
Techy [link]
Deen [link]


1)How old are you?
Ken: 18
Angela: 17
Hina: Umm 15
Techy: 16
Deen: Oof uhm 17

2)Height
Ken: Last time I checked... 173 cm, uh that's 5.8 in feet I think.
Angela: 5.4 feet.
Hina: 152 cm. Waaai everyone's bigger than me!
Techy: Not really! This smuck *point to Deen* is older than me and I'm taller than him! LOL oh um, I forget. Somewhere around 5.11 to 6 ft I think.
Deen: SHUT UP! I know I'm short! Yeah I'm 157 cm.

3)You Got any Bad Habits?
Ken:... I don't let myself have any free time.
Angela: I think I can be too nosy...
Hina: Big brother tells me I cling to him too much.
Techy: Neh, I smoke. I don't think it's bad but everyone calls it a bad habit.
Deen: I'm not all that social.

4)You a virgin?
Ken: ! *looks at Angela and blushes* Uh, no...
Angela: LoL you're still blushing over that? Me neither.
Hina:... I don't want to think about it...
Techy: Hmm, for now I am.
Deen: Yes, I don't really care about that stuff.

5)Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Ken: I don't know if we'll get married but, Angela is.
Angela: *Smiles and wraps her arm around Ken's*
Hina: *pouts* Everyone rejects me!
Techy: I have had ALOT of girlfriends and I'm thinking Chelsey might be my permanent one.
Deen: No thanks.

6)Have any Kids?
Ken: No... at least I don't think so?
Angela: No! *pushes Ken* I'm not that careless!
Hina: Hmm I wonder what it'd be like to be a mother...
Techy: No no no no no no. I'm a TIGER! You can't tie down a tiger like that!
Deen:... um, do clones of yourself count as children? or siblings?

7)Favorite food?
Ken: Uh... Miso soup? *shrugs* I don't know I never thought about what food I liked.
Angela: Oooh I like lobster!
Hina: Fried tof--OHH! No wait! Blueberry cheesecake!
Techy: Hmm, pretty much Pizza and instant stuff. I'm on the road alot.
Deen: Steak. Just Steak.

8)Favorite Ice Cream Flavor?
Ken: Oh uh... been along time. I think Chocolate Mint.
Angela: Cherry.
Hina: Cherry! *hugs Angela*
Techy: Oh ho! Moose Tracks, definitely.
Deen: Vanilla.

9)Killed Anyone?
Ken: I came very close...
Angela: No
Hina: Nuh-uh.
Techy: Do cyborgs count as people?
Deen: Yes.

10) Hate Anyone?
Ken: Yes...
Angela: Yes and no.
Hina: Nope.
Techy: Nah.
Deen: Yes.

11)Any Secrets?
Ken: I wanted to kill myself for awhile.
Angela: I cried over Ken.
Hina: I tried to sex with my brother... NO WAIT I MEAN--!
Techy: Like I'm gonna friggin' tell you! GET BENT! LOL
Deen: Yes.

12)Love Anyone?
Ken: Yes.
Angela: Yus.
Hina: Waaaaah Yeeeees!
Techy: I guess.
Deen: No not really.

13)TACOS?
Ken: Uh... maybe.
Angela: Sure.
Hina:... Ta-ku?
Techy: F*CK Yeah son.
Deen: I don't see why not.

14)Ever slept in all day?
Ken: No.
Angela: Ah once every so often.
Hina: Big brother hates it when I do that.
Techy: Yeah, once. Baaaaaad idea when you're traveling.
Deen: No not really.

15)Eye Colors?
Ken: Blue.
Angela: Green.
Hina: Pink!
Techy: Red, awesomely red.
Deen: Red too.

16)Hair?
Ken: Meh, short. It's light brown but almost looks orange.
Angela: Blond and no I'm not telling you about my stylish bangs!
Hina: I cut my braid off so it's about shoulder length. Light brown just like big brother's! *hugs Ken and is immediately pushed of by him.*
Techy: Black.
Deen: Blue and SPIKEY AS HELL. With the hair products today, it's not hard to get it up like this.

17)Fat/Average/Slim?
Ken: I'm Average.
Angela: Me too.
Hina: I think I'm skinny.
Techy: I'm pretty slim n' slick.
Deen: Average.

18)Rain, Sunshine?
Ken: Rain. Hinata won't follow me when it's raining.
Angela: Sunshine. Easier for parties outside.
Hina: Hmm... I like snow!
Techy: Sunny. Trying to find shelter in the middle of the woods sucks.
Deen: I don't care.

19)What do you do to relax?
Ken:.... Uhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Angela: He talks with me, lol. I read books and/or manga.
Hina: Ooh, I draw sometimes.
Techy: Smoke.
Deen: Exercise.

20)Boy or Girl?
Ken: Boy.
Angela: Young Lady.
Hina: Girl! X3
Techy: MAN.
Deen: Guy.

21)Last Words?
Ken: What you mean like before we die or...? Oh... "OH MY GOD IT BURNS!"
Angela: Hmm... "I won't let you give up."
Hina: "Onii-chan I love you!"
Techy: Oh man, lol. "Falcon PUNCH!"
Deen: Last words? "I'll get out of this yet."

Stole from who stole this from

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting you".
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blonde.

TOTAL: 5

[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 6

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 3

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 4

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally...
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means ("um" means one in portuguese )
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 8

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am __% Mentally ill.

Just to get the order right so it's at least in chronological order. Keep in mind that they don't happen one after another.

1. It's a Trap [link]
2. My Best Friend's Girl [link]
3. Methodical Madness [link]
4. Swift Edge [link]
5. Stifled Blame [link]
6. Live Through [link]
7. That Gloomy Guy [link]
8. Ken's Fan Club [link]
9. Lack of Discipline [link]
10. Appreciating Appreciation [link]
11. Brother Thy Keeper 1 [link] 2 [link]
12. Confessional [link]
13. Let's Hang Out [link]
14. Hot American Girlfriend [link]
15. Facing Myself [link]
16. Endearment 1 [link] 2 [link] 3 [link]
17. Pillow Talk [link]
18. Bitter-Sweet Routine 1 [link] 2 [link]

Extras:
1. Hina has a Brother Complex [link]

NEW: #21


Just a little list of things that I'm sick and tired of dealing with in normal life. These are in no particular order and you're free as always to ignore this.

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1. The word "Escalade": I'm sure it's a fine car but I'm sick of hearing about them.

2. Madden Foot Ball Games: You're an idiot, stop buying the same fucking game every year.

3. Sub vs Dub: shut up, just because your fucking Naruto says "BELIEVE IT" instead of the Japanese word for "DOUBLE EXCLAMATION MARK" doesn't make it any worse than it already is. Half the time Dub isn't as bad as fanboys/girls like to judge. These losers like to take dubbed stuff like One Peice or Yugi-oh and make them the standard for dubbed anime. Even better when they take dubbed Hentai and say that's how all dubs sound. Just shut up, just because you can't tell if the Japanese voice acting isn't as dull and plain as the English dub doesn't make it better.

4. Anime: FUCK I'm getting tired of these series that only make progress in the story after 10-15 episodes. I blame DBZ and Inuyasha for this trend.

5. Yaoi Fangirls: It's fine that you like pairing boys up, but when you're so damn insistent that these boys were officially gay for each other it gets annoying. A good example? Kingdom Hearts fans.

6. Pedestrians: What the hell, if you're gonna be on the street at least have a bike otherwise USE THE PERFECTLY EVEN FUCKING SIDEWALK. Oh and MIND THE FUCKING CROSSING SIGNS TOO, if I have to wait at a green light again for your ignorant ass to cross, I'm running you over.

7. Online Gaming: In theory it's a great idea, except for the fact that the other players are thousands of miles away and decide it's okay to verbal abuse other players that haven't spent 22 hours a day with their asses planted in the same spot playing the same fucking game. These losers always seem to have the same tags too, something that has to do with killing and/or getting stoned, like 'HighKilla420'.... oh wait I'm sorry 'xX0hI-kiLLa420Xx'(completely random btw) is what I meant. Don't get me started on MMORPGs, nothing but a bunch of hackers and BEGGERS.

8. My mouth: I think I've developed dyslexia and a minor form of tourettes. I've been jumbling my words mid sentence alot lately and I've been yelling "SHIT" or "PISS" at random. Oh and damnit, not only is a new tooth growing but I think I'm getting cavities.

9. Obama: Yeah, I don't follow politics much but this guy worries me. When he was running, everyone loved him and now he's getting a Nobel Peace Prize for..... for..... uh. Nevermind...

10. Middle Aged Old Dudes at Work: closed-minded whiney fucks. So what if I yelled at a cat I passed on the street. So what if I said something that didn't make any sense. So what if I drew a third eye on my forehead. THINGS GET BORING and I wanna spice it up. What, you want to whine about the pension, talk about the Steelers and going golfing all the time? You've been around me long enough, stop giving me nasty looks like you didn't expect it.

11. "Lazy Highway Worker" Stereotype: So you drove by a road crew for afew minutes and saw one guy operating a big machine while the rest of the guys are standing there with shovels then came up with the label all Highway Workers are lazy. Well, would you like to be between a hole and a back hoe shovel? Somethings need to be done with machine and somethings need to be done by hand tools. Safer to stand aside and chill while the machines did the work until it was necessary to jump back in the hole. Just because you caught a short glimpse of what they were doing in those few minutes doesn't mean you know what they were doing earlier or later on.

12. Automobilists: When there's not stupid people walking around, there's stupid people driving around. This becomes more apparent when it's your job to direct traffic for afew weeks. There's old people that drift through stop signs and lights, idiots that almost wreck trying to go around a car that isn't going fast enough for them and nitwits that are either talking on the phone or are half-awake and sit at green lights. All I have to say is; pay attention and if you're gonna talk on your cell phone, pull over and stop to talk.

13. My Neighborhood: It was alright for awhile, but now it's starting to get a little.... *sigh* ghetto. Police/Ambulance sirens everyday, neighbors violently beating their kids possibly and/or yelling at their girlfriends/wives about them cheating on them. Drunks, corrupt councilmen, idiots, uneducated disrespectful kids. All this and annoying OLD PEOPLE. The OLD PEOPLE and corrupt councilmen seem to be a tradition in this place but everything else seems to be the normal annoying stuff that everyone would have to put up with in at least one neighborhood they lived in. Not to mention that fucking Ethnic Festival at the beginning of September but thankfully, as most of the churches in this neighborhood are closing down this year the festival is done... hopefully.

14. M-Rated Video Games: Here in the States, we have a messed up rating system for the Video Games. Anything with a decent amount of blood, killing people and afew cuss words get you a Mature (+18) rated game. Damn near every game that comes out anymore that's any good is M-rated, like Bionic Commando Rearmed. It's only real violent part is at the end of the game and you retro-nuts I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. Games like Halo and such aren't really that bad in a rating sense, but still get slapped with an M-rating. Don't get me wrong, games like Gears of War and Resident Evil 4 deserve an M because... damn man, chainsaws? Bugs that dissolves the player's flesh? Executions? Yeah, that's fine with an M. I wouldn't let my kids play that kinda stuff for a good while.

My major gripe here though with the rating is how constricting it is. You can have the most gruesome ways to die in a game but you can't have a short scene or two where there's nudity. Yeah some how God of War got away with that, but that's the last I've seen of nudity in games. I mean, if movies do it why can't video games? Just because kids are playing them more? Don't children also have access to rated-R movies? Come on you fucking gutless video game industry, get some balls and stop being scared of that Adults Only rating. For Christ's sake, Dead or Alive Xtreme 2 is rated M and all that is is tiny bikinis! WTF it doesn't even count as softcore porn! Should've been a Teen rating at least! DAMNIT NOW I'M PISSED... FUCK YOU ESRB.

15. Cult of Music: I've had people not like me solely because of the music I listen to. I'm not listening to some obnoxious rap or heavy metal/rock at one time or another and someone I'm hanging out with is like 'you're gay'. *rolls eyes* I gotta alot of music, I have some heavy metal, rock and alittle bit of rap, BUT HEAVEN FORBID IF IT'S NOT FROM THE RADIO! Excuse me for not caring about the stupid repetitive shit the radio plays, you close minded twits.

16. Created Characters on SC4: This is old, I know but it's bean bothering me. I play online and half the time I'm playing against some dude in full body armor that's all black or against some chick that isn't wearing anything but the bikini underwear and her boobs are huge. I don't know, maybe it's because I'm playing on XBL and the players on there are nothing but dumbass stoners who only play shooters and listen to heavy metal and songs about getting high that I'm only running into these people. Oh... and kids... they're usually kids.

17. Nickelback: This band BLOOOOOOOOOOOWS and yet the radio stations play their songs AAAAAAAAAAALLL the time. This band is proof that you can suck horribly at what you do and still be popular and rich no matter what, it's like the new American Dream or something.

18. UFC or Mixed Martial Arts fighting: SO, who thought it'd be a good idea to watch sweaty men dry hump on the floor in a hexagon cage as a sport? SERIOUSLY, that's all it ever really comes down to in any matches I've had the displeasure of seeing. No, it's not the homo-eroticism that bothers me, it's the fact that this is being passed off as martial arts. It's just two guys beating the shit out of each other anyway they can, there's no sport, form or discipline to it! Sure I've seen alittle Muay Thai in there, but that's like for the few seconds that they're actually standing up.

19. Online Japanese Players: Try to play them in a fighting game and they kick you! EDITED: At first I thought they were being elitist, but it appears they worry about the ping rate alot. Still ticks me off alittle.

20. "New Moon": Oooh-kay. This movie is coming out in afew weeks, I caught the commercial two days ago and four times since then and I'm ALREADY SICK OF HEARING ABOUT IT. Vampire vs Werewolf? OH GOD THAT'S AN AWESOME IDEA AND HASN'T BEEN DONE BEFORE!

21. Animal Rights Activists on YouTube: When I'm not seeing comments about how a kids show is racist, I'm seeing people scream "ANIMAL ABUSE" over the slightest animal video that's amusing. Apparently a cat walking a rail on a 5th story balcony is the same as Micheal Jackson dangling his new born child from a window. SHUT THE FUCK UP. It's stupid and you're over reacting about animals doing what they are very capable of doing without hurting themselves.
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This is all I can think of at the moment, I sure there's something I tossed in the corner of my brain. If I uncover it I'll be sure to update this journal.